I want to apologize to everyone if I have mistake. actually I want to apologize to my parents and my brothers but I'm embarrassed to do it HEHEHE (I shouldn't be embarrassed to do it....I'm just too pride). I realized so many mistakes I have done to Allah SWT, to my parents, to my family, to my friend, and to EVERYONE....so please forgive me. kay kay kay? by the way happy fasting!!!! hopefully fasting this year will be better than last year, and we can do it smoothly and accepted by Allah SWT. amen amen amen
HAUM I don't know what to write on this blog. I'm just a little upset with someone, maybe I'm too selfish and childish. sometimes I feel useless, apparently my friend doesn't need me and I.....desperately need them. maybe you saw me like a friend who is very ignorant and don't want to burden. no I just don't like to think hard, I'll make everything easier. just take it easy take it slow and enjoy with my life, enjoy with my 'problem' too. I'm pretty sure you don't know I feel like this way cause I always cover all of this with 'smile' 'laugh' 'joke' although I'm in big trouble. I feel bad to telling you my story if you didn't ask me. okay that's all
many 'words' walking in my mind. many 'questions' spinning in my head. I know I'm wrong! I know my heart was wrong! but I can't blame my heart because I don't want it too dude. I always act like nothing's wrong....like everyting's okay, and I always smile although my heart is crying. no one knows what I really feel. I just want through my life with my own way. I don't care what people saying. I'll keep on my way cause it's my life.
that's some photos from my holidays. it's extremely funnnn. since long long time ago me and my friends make plans to vacation together. and finally we choose to go to spore (I dont know why)......days that we've been waiting finally comeeee. we spent 10days in spore. many new and fun things we do there. they are my friends since I was in junior high school and now I'm not in the same school with them. but this is my longest vacation without my family. 10 dayssss I can't face my mom, my dad, my brothers, how I miss them so damn muchhh. when I was there my internet connection not working uuuu *poorme. but one thing that I hate........unpleasant smell
before holidays I got my report book from school anddddd I could pass my 10th grade it means that I could step up into the 11th grade!!!!! I got science class. I'm very grateful to Allah SWT
oh I think no one read my freakin blog and actually you read it maybe you read this because you're bored or you dont know what to do and you find this url in everywhere i dont know but maybe in my twitter or my facebook lalala actually it's not important to write this things
now let me share you about my................FAVORITE ARTIST HA HA HAAAA
Zooey Clair Deschanel
I dont know why i like her so muchhhh maybe because she has cute and pretty face. its make me impressed with her
Selena Gomez
and I like her too since she starred in "Another Cinderella Story2" her dance is so amazing and she has a cute face and a unique voice........oooooo how cute she is righttt?
Gemma Arterton
I like her since she starred in "Prince of Persia" in this film she looks so pretty and strong. she acted as princess tamina
Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro
I like him so muchhhh since I was little when I accompany my father watch ball and he looks so handsome and very good football player
David Villa
Justin Bierber
he has a super duper mega hyper ultra cute face and cute voice. he makes me want him soo much I want to pinch him I want to meet him
Channing Tatum
I adore him since he starred in "Step Up" he has bulky body (muscular) and hot face ha ha haaa and in this film the dance very impressive
Jake Gyllenhaal
I like him since he starred in "Prince of Persia" he acted as Prince Dastan. he has a handsome and hot face hahahha and he has muscular body too
I don't know what to write on my freakin blog that may haven't no one who read this. I want to tell you about my high school tread life
yes I know everybody says high school is very exciting, everybody says high school is fun. but for me high school is.........cruel, hard, and of course fun. you know why I say that? because in high school we got a lot of demands and obligation. we must do this this this and sometimes we must do the things we dont want and we dont like. right?
and now let me tell you about what I want and what I need. I need someone who know me and understand me. I need friends who always there when I need. why no one understand me? why? I just want you treat me like I treat you. I just want a fair life. why life is never fair? why life is hard? I always smile like I dont have problem. I dont want my family and my friends sad because my problem.
okay but I've always been grateful to live like this. thanks god thanks family thanks my friends. maybe not all our desires can be achieved and thanks for read my freakin post
