promptings of my heart

many 'words' walking in my mind. many 'questions' spinning in my head. I know I'm wrong! I know my heart was wrong! but I can't blame my heart because I don't want it too dude. I always act like nothing's wrong....like everyting's okay, and I always smile although my heart is crying. no one knows what I really feel. I just want through my life with my own way. I don't care what people saying. I'll keep on my way cause it's my life.

holiday

that's some photos from my holidays. it's extremely funnnn. since long long time ago me and my friends make plans to vacation together. and finally we choose to go to spore (I dont know why)......days that we've been waiting finally comeeee. we spent 10days in spore. many new and fun things we do there. they are my friends since I was in junior high school and now I'm not in the same school with them. but this is my longest vacation without my family. 10 dayssss I can't face my mom, my dad, my brothers, how I miss them so damn muchhh. when I was there my internet connection not working uuuu *poorme. but one thing that I hate........unpleasant smell

before holidays I got my report book from school anddddd I could pass my 10th grade it means that I could step up into the 11th grade!!!!! I got science class. I'm very grateful to Allah SWT

thanks bloogie~

Artist

oh I think no one read my freakin blog and actually you read it maybe you read this because you're bored or you dont know what to do and you find this url in everywhere i dont know but maybe in my twitter or my facebook lalala actually it's not important to write this things

now let me share you about my................FAVORITE ARTIST HA HA HAAAA

Zooey Clair Deschanel

I dont know why i like her so muchhhh maybe because she has cute and pretty face. its make me impressed with her

Selena Gomez

and I like her too since she starred in "Another Cinderella Story2" her dance is so amazing and she has a cute face and a unique voice........oooooo how cute she is righttt?

Gemma Arterton

I like her since she starred in "Prince of Persia" in this film she looks so pretty and strong. she acted as princess tamina

Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro

I like him so muchhhh since I was little when I accompany my father watch ball and he looks so handsome and very good football player

David Villa

Justin Bierber

he has a super duper mega hyper ultra cute face and cute voice. he makes me want him soo much I want to pinch him I want to meet him

Channing Tatum

I adore him since he starred in "Step Up" he has bulky body (muscular) and hot face ha ha haaa and in this film the dance very impressive

Jake Gyllenhaal

I like him since he starred in "Prince of Persia" he acted as Prince Dastan. he has a handsome and hot face hahahha and he has muscular body too

thanks~

freakin

I don't know what to write on my freakin blog that may haven't no one who read this. I want to tell you about my high school tread life

yes I know everybody says high school is very exciting, everybody says high school is fun. but for me high school is.........cruel, hard, and of course fun. you know why I say that? because in high school we got a lot of demands and obligation. we must do this this this and sometimes we must do the things we dont want and we dont like. right?

and now let me tell you about what I want and what I need. I need someone who know me and understand me. I need friends who always there when I need. why no one understand me? why? I just want you treat me like I treat you. I just want a fair life. why life is never fair? why life is hard? I always smile like I dont have problem. I dont want my family and my friends sad because my problem.

okay but I've always been grateful to live like this. thanks god thanks family thanks my friends. maybe not all our desires can be achieved and thanks for read my freakin post

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LOVE

LOVE? what do you think after reading or hearing these word? sangat banyak dan pastinya berbeda beda, you can say love can make people happy, exicted but love can also make people sad and hurt

waktu kalian sedang senang karena cinta sering kali kalian lupa bahwa bila kalian terlalu mencintai orang itu pada saat mereka hilang atau meniggalkan kita, kita akan sangat sakit hati, tapi pada saat kalian sedang sakit karena cinta, kalian juga akan lupa kalau dia pernah membuat anda senang

mungkin kalian pernah suka sama orang dan bahkan tidak tau kenapa kalian bisa suka sama dia, itu wajar because love like the wind "you cant touch it but you can feel it"

"SALAH SUKA" gue rasa kata kata ini gak tepat soalnya gak ada kata salah krn suka sama seseorang mungkin waktunya aja yang blm tepat, contohnya kayak lo suka sama seseorang yang udah punya pacar, apa itu salah? kalo itu salah siapa yang mau di salahin? kita gak bisa nentuin kan lo maunya suka sama siapa? itu semua dari hati, kalo bisa nentuin gue yakin gak ada yg mau suka sama pacar orang karena itu cuma bikin sakit hati doang, kalo ini terjadi sama kalian, coba aja sabar dulu because "only time will tell"

kita semua emang gak ada yang mau di sakiti makanya jangan pernah nyakitin orang, kadang emang lo gak sadar kalo perbuatan lo itu nyakitin orang, yang paling penting jangan ngasih harapan kalo itu memang gak mungkin, jangan pernah main main sama cinta soalnya bisa jadi niat lo cuma bercanda tapi lo malah beneran suka sama dia

thankyou for read my blog

reciprocity

1. dont hurt people if you dont want to hurt
2. must respect people if you want to be appreciated
3. dont lie if you dont want to be lied to
4. dont ever do anything if you dont want to be treated like that
5. the most important thing in life is to never lie to yourself

Never give up to get what you want, because if you want to try and be patient no matter what you want can come true and dont forget to pray