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hell-o nothing to do. nothing to write. nobody to share. today's the 1st day I started school after eid holidays and not really bad buttt not very well too. for sure. no lie. I don't hate school....I'M JUST TIRED TO COMPLY WITH THESE RULES AND MUST DO SOMETHING I DON'T WANNA DO! I DON'T LIKE! AND I CAN'T! I'M TIRED OF BEING A STUDENT. ohmyyyy please bring me back to the first day of holidays!?!?!?! honestly I felt unworthy to be part of science class. sorry mom dad I really really want to make you proud of me but I'm too lazy to study all night long. but why you make me feel so guilty? cause you always give me what I want while I can't give you the best. senior high school still not as beautiful as 'they' say

bytheway happy eid readerssss!

and please forgive me for all mistakes I've made

dankeeee! :-)

such a fool girl

how stupid am I? cause I love the way he lied to me. I knew he was lying on me. I know he loves someone else. I know he came to me only when he needs me. but see what? I'm still hoping for something that will never come. honestly I hate being second to those I put first but dont know why I've tried for the countless time to hate him but see? still not working right? he never be mine but why he cant out of my head. I tell myself not to be afraid to move on but my heart keeps saying don't let him go. he was doing too much...he got a girl anyway, I cant explain it neither. it's so hard to walk away when I remember him. FOREVER DOESN'T EXIST (not for anybody)

thankyou bloogie (: