happy sweet 16th

hello on 24 August, I stepped to 16th. the day before my birthday, my mother gave me a macpro. I'm very pleased. usually every year if there's a birthday in my family must be given a surprise at 00 o'clock at night ..... but I dont get it. while I'm at school so many friends who sang the 'happy birthday' song. after I left school I went to bed and sleep until break fasting, at the time of break fasting I felt weird because my mom prepared a lot of food and dishes, and when I returned to my room there was 'someone' who knock on my door and they are.....my friends, and I was very surprised by them eventho I've predicted this before. then we break the fast together and we got back to my room and take some picture together, and something just happened on my bed. These things I'll never forget. eventho they destroyed my bed but I still love them.

Another surprise came from my beloved XA, we held a break fast together at syanin's, after break fasting they give a surprise to the august birthday (daus, arya, eman and me). This is very unexpected pleasant as this. then we all cebur-ceburan (I dont know the english ehe ehe ehe) in the pool. we play an hour on the pool, after that we all showered and cut the cake. I feel sad because now im not in the same class with them, they're too cool!!! I couldn't lose them, I want in the same class with them again. I miss XA! I love you guys!

I'm speechless, I don't know what to do, my birthday was extremely funnnnn because of them. I'm very thankful to my friend who gave me a surprise and to my family who have given me a special gift and love. thanks to Allah you gave me a wonderful life, perfect family, good friends, and everything

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how I met physics

on the previous post I already told you that I'm in a replications week, and this week is the hardest week. I had physics test today. I'm not sure about my answer, I'm just hoping for a miracle. I know I'm very stupid in physics, since I was born and met physics I was not good in this lesson. now I really don't know what to do to save my score, during the test I really really want to cry but I remember that tears can't help me and I'm fasting so I'm not allow to cry. so now I call physics becomes physicks cause this lesson makes me sick yeah yeah yeah now I'm going crazy. and feel so tired of school. I'm tired of being a student!!!!!

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friend

sometimes I feel annoyed when I saw my friend have a new friend and they're closer with their new friends than with me, this may sound weird. what do you feel the same? maybe this all happened because I didn't want to lose a friend. I feel if they have a new friend they're getting away from me and probably within a certain period they'll actually disappear. but I believe they're always by my side, they're always there for me eventho distance separates us. friend means a lot in my life journey. maybe we know they meant to us when they're disappear.

"enjoy your life" eventho you're in trouble, because remember we only live once. and time can't be repeated. maybe when you're in trouble you'll be upset and you want go away from this situation (I also like that). but let's realize! problem is probably a valuable lesson and you should never solve problems with emotions, because if the problems resolved with emotions the problem will getting worse, try to solve problems peacefully then we'll be able to find the best solution of the problem. it's impossible to live without problems but don't forget you have friend who always there for you with any situation. and friend always accepts you just the way you are.

fyi: I♥YOU my friend. and I really do ‎​(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)

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everything was going so fast

yeah everything was going so fast. unexpected now I'm 15th and in a matter of days I will turn into 16th. it's not about 16th but it's about how time goes so fast, sometimes I feel I'm too young to handle the problem but in fact I almost stepped on 16th, which means I'm old enough. I feel like I'm not ready to grow into a teenager who will be faced with various problems of life. one thing I know and I believe about problem "problem will make me stronger". 15th years is not a short time, so many things I had learned and I hope I'll be more expert to go through everything in front of me and I can reach all my ambition

bytheway within 3 weeks or until 31 august. my school held a replications week. hopefully I can get high scores. wish me luck amen amen amen

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welcome ramadhan

MARHABAN YA RAMADHAN :)

I want to apologize to everyone if I have mistake. actually I want to apologize to my parents and my brothers but I'm embarrassed to do it HEHEHE (I shouldn't be embarrassed to do it....I'm just too pride). I realized so many mistakes I have done to Allah SWT, to my parents, to my family, to my friend, and to EVERYONE....so please forgive me. kay kay kay? by the way happy fasting!!!! hopefully fasting this year will be better than last year, and we can do it smoothly and accepted by Allah SWT. amen amen amen

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:)

HAUM I don't know what to write on this blog. I'm just a little upset with someone, maybe I'm too selfish and childish. sometimes I feel useless, apparently my friend doesn't need me and I.....desperately need them. maybe you saw me like a friend who is very ignorant and don't want to burden. no I just don't like to think hard, I'll make everything easier. just take it easy take it slow and enjoy with my life, enjoy with my 'problem' too. I'm pretty sure you don't know I feel like this way cause I always cover all of this with 'smile' 'laugh' 'joke' although I'm in big trouble. I feel bad to telling you my story if you didn't ask me. okay that's all

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