another messy thought

anyone still read this messy blog? yeah you're! I wanna share somethin but maybe this's useless. many people say that high school's very enjoyable, but it's not for me or the happiness not come yet to me, sometimes I feel like life in high school's so cruel and mean or maybe I was wrong to choose this school agggh forget it. I just hate 'their' two face, 'their' hypocritical and the most I hate is when 'they' always want to be the best and perfect, just keep slow please. and till now I'm still don't know who's my real friends on my high school cause they're all confusing. that's enough.

I never felt like this before, I admit...I really miss how things used to be. but I can also admit, that I've accepted the fact that things changed! you've changed too! to be honest I'm still waiting for impossible to happen and it's really sucks. I know I was wrong too fall with wrong boy but it all happened naturally. only time will tell and just let the god set everything cause only god who knows what is the best for us, I believe god has prepared a wonderful prince for me :3 uuhhhm and one more thing that I wanna share, I really like seeing my big brothers with their girlfriend (dunno why), please make it be their last love and keep it up bigbro.

byee see you on another messy post, sorry for the ugliness grammer xxoxx

ne-yo concert

ne-yo

the towel

HELLO! let me tell you about ne-yo concert, ne-yo concert 22-01-2011 was totally super awesome!!!! till now I just can't believe I saw ne-yo directly, he throws some roses and towel to the audience, and I get the towel, though fighting with another audience and eventually the towel on the cut to be 5 pieces but I'm still happy. he sang a lot of my favorite songs, and all artists on the opening at concert was very cool too (soulvibe, maliq n d'essentials and ELLO!!!!) the dj sucessfully rockin the concert. ♥͡˛♥͡

new unstable hair

with so much consideration and encouragement from many people finally last thursday I've just cut my hair, I knew I'd be very regret. but I feel uncomfortable and bored with my old hair. I like my old hair! I like my new hair too! can i have two hairstyles please? sometimes I still less confident with my new hair, I feel like this hair is too short and doesn't fit me. I hope my hair will grow fast. what do you think with my new hair? is it so bad?(•̯͡.•̯͡)

study tour alpus3'12

( my 2012)

(my science class)

(masjid agung)

halo!!! today's not holiday butttt no school for today yeayyyer it's kinda fun when I'm off while the other still school...dunno why. my school recently held a study tour in dieng-semarang, we went there by bus, this trip is not a short trip, it took quite a long time to get there but it feels good as long as I'm with my freaky friend, while i was in dieng I'm homestay for one night, and we went telaga warna, candi arjuna, and kawah belerang.

the next day we headed to semarang and it took 5 hours from dieng to semarang, in semarang we stayed at novotel hotel and we went to Universitas Diponogoro, Akademi Kepolisian and Masjid Agung (if i heard correctly this is the largest mosque in southeast asia). so many fun things that happened during the trip.....I'm more more more in love with my 0'12 thanks for the 5 days! i'll share some photos while i was there as long as i got the photos from my friend :3.......the photos are already uploaded

superman

superman

benjo :3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA, sorry today i can't give you surprise :''( i love you with all of my heart you're the best man i ever know, thanks for the super yummmeh diner hahahaha but maybe tmrrw i'll give you somethin. all the best dad! and i wish i can make you proud someday.

anyway today's my lovely day cause i got reply tweet from benjo...AW! it was make me so happy, i dont know what to say....feels like my heart ready to explode. hopefully you will reply me again as soon as possible. and big thanksss to syanin and kak vino for helped me.

dankeee for read these post

once again happy birthday my hero!

and i love you benjo

holidays is almost over

(me and my brotha girlfriend)

(me, puss on the boots and my brotha)

(justbeats :3)

yeayyyer in this short holiday me, my brother and his girlfriend had a short trip to sopre for 4 days. and it was kinda fun, and finally I got ticket to watch song of the sea at sentosa it was so awesome, I like the show so muchooo. and the most of fun is.....I got justbeats!!!! but as usual I lost one of shopping bag at nowhere it makes me a little bit upset cause I lost two miniatur ronaldo and 1 shirt!!!! blaaah fool me

I celebrate new year 2011 at sahid jaya jakarta 'night of 1000 masks' with ai and sasa from 11pm till we're drop hahahhaa. then we woke up at 12am and got a late breakfast then swiiim --> eat eat eat again --> sleep again hahahahha we're the laziest girl in the universe, theeen back to our home sweet home safely

that's part of my vacation anddd

happy holidays!!!

happy new year everyone !!!

enjoy your day!!!

tataaaa :3