not a good beginning of the month

hello how are u? I'm not fine because I'm sick and absent from school today, I was sick because of too tired, but this week will be more more tiring than last week, so it means I have to get well very soon. aaaaa I'm bored, too many things that I think, I want to go to school. hopefully tomorrow I have no sick and can go to school as usual. just dont know what to do. the atmosphere is very quiet but sound in my head very crowded. feels like my head is ready to explode and my heart too.