03 April 2011

obsessed depressed at the same time

hello there! I'm bored here hehehe. so let me post some messy thought here kay? I don't know exactly what I want, I mean what I really want. sometimes I want to have boyfriend but actually I don't want it HUFFF. I don't want a boyfriend, I just want a boy-friend. who can cheer me up, makes me feel safe, always comfort me, and I don't need to pretend to be someone else when I'm with him. is it so grandiose? but surely it's so damn hard to find. I have so many best girl-friend but sometimes I think like.....'I need to have a best boy-friend too' cause girls and boys thought are different. hey my best boy-friend come back please. I desperately need you. I just can't stand it any longer, I miss you so...I know we haven't seen each other even just for a while but you're the only one I wish I could forget. I don't want anyone else to have you. so many boys who have approached me but no one ever made me feel this way like you did.

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sorry for the miserable grammer
xxoxx

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