promptings of my heart

many 'words' walking in my mind. many 'questions' spinning in my head. I know I'm wrong! I know my heart was wrong! but I can't blame my heart because I don't want it too dude. I always act like nothing's wrong....like everyting's okay, and I always smile although my heart is crying. no one knows what I really feel. I just want through my life with my own way. I don't care what people saying. I'll keep on my way cause it's my life.